Great Network friend Frieda suggested I blog 'even for a day' and so I'm going to take a few moments to recap what's going on in my life at the moment.
As I approach my 61st birthday (July 11) I find myself as busy as I've ever been in my life. I left my 9 to 5 job back in 2003 and have been struggling pretty hard to keep our little rented duplex roof over our heads by just being a 'full time Lon'. This is quite a challenge because being a 'full time Lon' entails (as Joseph Campbell said) "following my bliss" in such a way as to also provide for my family. But I wouldn't have it any other way and I consider myself the luckiest man on earth because my bliss is the Great Work.
I take my inspiration from Constance, my high school sweetheart and wife. We started dating in 1963, started living together 42 years ago this June 15, and were married November 9, 1967. She is also my conscience, my health provider, and my most constant and ruthless critic. (The gods created harpies for a reason!) Early on we agreed that I would know everything, and she would always be right. Together we are like the left and right hemispheres of a brain.
At the moment I'm finishing up a new book (working title: Low Magick -- Redeeming the Better Demons of Your Nature). I peck at it during the day, but my serious writing takes place in the wee hours between 3 and 7 in the morning. To keep from getting burned out I write several chapters at the same time. I even have two or three of my other writing projects (Introductions and forewords to other people's books) on my desktop at the same time also. It's funny, when I get totally tired of writing one thing when I turn to another my mind is fresh and ready to roll.
I try to take an afternoon nap, sometimes a long one. The naps and the strange night sleep patterns are currently allowing me to do a lot of work on my astral projection and lucid dreaming experiments. Lately my 'dream' life and 'waking' life are blending quite comfortably with each other... like moving in a continuous background meditation. I'm starting to sense that same timelessness/dimensionlessness (is that a word?) during my waking hours that I feel in a good solid lucid dream. Now and then, however, I drive Constance crazy with my sleep talk during projection experiments. I pop out most unexpectedly during sleep and get so excited that I'm out and conscious that I try to wake her up and tell her I'm out. I forget that my vocal chords are attached to my body that's still in the bed. The 'out' Lon, however, is still connected to the 'in bed Lon' just enough to TRY to talk. But I just can't seem to get my breath and vocal chords to work right. The 'out Lon' is saying, "Dear! Look! I'm out! I'm out! I'm standing right here! Look! I can float to the ceiling!" but the 'in bed Lon' is making hideous noises..."ahhhhhhAHHHHOOOut a!" I'm excited and ecstatic, but to Constance I sound like I'm being tormented in HELL.
Anyway.... this hasn't been much of a blog report. I DO go off on things. I will try to be a better GW blogger, but now I've got to wrap things up for tonight.
My best,
Lon
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